The air is screaming expletives of calm

“Just let it go! ,it was all in the past, the longer you dwell, the less life you’ll know!”

And I know

That its true

And yet still…the air is screaming

And I am silent. Wondering, when I will speak up..and will anyone hear the words ?

Or will I be the wind..screaming..and unknown.

Listen to the silent tears that roll past my esophagus

Avoiding being seen

But seen

In every flickered gaze..

Nothings serene in praising

What’s lied to and grazing

Sheep

To my deceit

Of me.

Wait to be sheered in grasses of grace..and I pray that

Everything’s okay

-Ama