I learned how to do better things for myself
I learned that “you can only truly rely on self” isn’t a pretty phrase
I learned that even when it feels like you should be screaming in tears, some times the tears just dont come
And that when they do, you may feel that you’ll never
stop
And I learned that some days, I know nothing,not how or when or where or why
And that’s okay
Because
At least
I am.