I learned how to do better things for myself

I learned that “you can only truly rely on self” isn’t a pretty phrase

I learned that even when it feels like you should be screaming in tears, some times the tears just dont come

And that when they do, you may feel that you’ll never

 stop

And I learned that some days, I know nothing,not how or when or where or why

And that’s okay

Because

At least

I am.