I made the decision to stop stripping today
Ya know
It really wasn’t worth it
All the tears in my inhibitions
Realizing reason has no season for interludes in decisions
So yea..I made that concession
Obeying my will as it attempted to kill these demons that tore at me
Begging for a touch, a feel…more of…you.
Stop…killing me
I made the decision to stop stripping today…
So when will you stop stripping me?
When will you listen to the words I speak when intentions of meekness turn into words yelled into speech?
When will you greet me with the love of a new day instead of consultations on yesterdays shortcoming
When will you stop stripping me of my hopes and dreams and the confidence these things inherently bring
When will you start loving me more than you love your own brain for If you loved another as much as you loved yourself you would understand that in this life long journey, eventually we figure out a few things about ourselves, and the things that quell our inhibitions
The things that yell for resolutions
I stopped stripping today….
You kept ripping today
When will you listen?
-Ama Dorsey 11.5.12 5:18PM/AM