Lately, idk what the hells been up with me, ive been irritable as all hell and all I can really say is that college is scary, failing one test can really fuck your life up, especially when the tests build on each other. Build onto that having to deal with dorm life (ughhhh), trying to actually have fun when you go out in a small ass country ass college town -__-, and having a job. Don’t get me wrong, I love my job and I honestly love my life, but being a bi sexual female does nothing to help. You have one group thats upset because you haven’t “chosen a side” and then you have the people who hate any type of non straight person, and then you just have the ignorant people who tell you that you’re just confused, or you’re selfish and you just dont know what you want. Its ridiculous. I would never wish homosexuality on anyone, it changes a hard life into a hard life with mechanized nails grinding into your brain day by day. No matter what though, im proud of who I am regardless of who im with and what anyone thinks, and at the end of the day, thats all that matters. Everything in the world can be against you, but as long as you decide that your life is just that YOUR LIFE, then eventually you’ll find a way through.